A chronicle of work, life and experiences loving and serving the Zulu people in Amangwe Tribal Area (Loskop), South Africa
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Battle for life
But we all could see his waning health. Just having finished six months of TB medication, little Sandile's oral thrush and sores got worse with time, despite trips to the clinic. That day I spent with him and his mom, poor Sandile spent the entire day crying, feverish and with oral sores all through his mouth and throat which were aggravated everytime he coughed.
Not wanting to accept the apathetic, bureaucratic response from the 'AIDS experts/advocates' at the clinic, I called the nurse I often work with at Estcourt Hospital's ARV clinic. I explained the baby's HIV results had just come back positive, that he had just gotten off TB treatment, and that he was ill. She said the doctor should see him right away, that he would judge the baby's immune strength by having a look at him, instead of waiting 3-4 weeks for the CD4 results to come back.
Sandile cried almost non-stop in the waiting room of the ARV clinic, and once the doctor saw him, wrote up a prescription for his ARVs on the spot. After a lot of experience in the hospital herself, his mom didn't want him admitted to the hospital, so after picking up a big bag full of medications, we left again for home.
Despite our best attempts to help little Sandile, four days later, he passed away.
Please pray for his mother's comfort, for her own fragile health, and for the health of his 6 year old brother Senzo. Please also pray for comfort for Buyisiwe, his HBC volunteer, and for his granny who has been his primary caregiver.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Lindiwe
The June public strikes interrupted Lindiwe’s access to treatment, starting just as she most needed the ARVs.
As the strikes dragged on into their final days, Lindiwe developed meningitis and was admitted into the hospital. At that point, the meningitis was too strong and her immune system to weak to start the ARVs. She never made it out of the hospital, leaving her two daughters, aged 14 and 20, without their mother, staying alone without any income. The last time I saw her, she asked me to look out for her girls. Fortunately, their father is working in
In case after case with HBC patients, there is the bitter-sweet heartache and joy of assisting patients sick with HIV/AIDS. For some, like Lindiwe, our assistance has left a mark of love and care while not succeeding in lengthening their life, still leaving orphaned children behind to look after. Although increasing numbers of patients are accessing life-saving treatment, Home Based Care for the sick and orphans too often go hand in hand.
The beautiful thing about working with Thembalethu is being able to be with both situations in their greatest need – to share love, care, prayers, resources and health advocacy. On the behalf of all of those whose lives we have touched, THANK YOU for making this work possible!
Monday, October 15, 2007
Not a family untouched
- The one house with a single mom and her three pre-teen kids without any income, the family extra vulnerable to the threat of infection and problems accessing treatment. I just met one such family, a lovely mother named Lindiwe who left two girls behind: a 20 year old and her 14 year old sister. Lindiwe fought a losing battle against HIV, tuberculosis and meningitis. The July public strikes caught her at a time when she was in desperate need of attention for the meningitis that eventually killed her before she could start the life-saving ARVs. With their mother's death, the girls were left without any income at all. We've been able to help Lindiwe's two girls access government child grant for the older one's small baby, and are working with the social workers to access child support for the younger daughter from her absent but employed father.
- The gogo whose adult children have all died, and is left caring for seven orphaned children on less than $100 a month, who is too frail to repair the crumbling buildings all around her. Working with the 19 year old who is prepared to take on the care of her younger siblings, we've linked them up to government crisis food provision while we push for their foster care grant to be processed. Their three months of food provision are about to run out, so we will be simultaneously providing them with additional food parcels while putting pressure on the social workers to process their case.
- A orphan-headed household run by an 19 year old girl with her 17 year old sister, and 7 and 4 year old nieces - left behind by two generations of parents and elder siblings. The recent rains are running through their second-hand tin roof, threatening to erode away two different walls of their house. They are already vulnerable in their situation, the 17 year old often running away with boys in a habit of finding a way to provide for herself, making her situation and her vulnerability to HIV all the more real. We are making the necessary repairs to the roof to keep the house up during this season. We have referred their case to the social worker's for the three month food assistance, and pushing the case through to get the orphan grant.
Last month we had a hugely successful VCT drive, bringing in HIV counselors from Estcourt Hospital to the tribal court to test and counsel willing members of the Amangwe public. Over the two days of VCT (voluntary counseling and testing), 83 people were tested for HIV including a large number of our Home-Based Caregivers. We are working with the hospital counselors to plan another HIV testing drive in the next couple of months, combating the 'small town' confidentiality breaches that suppress people's desire to get tested in the local clinic.
At our last monthly HBC support meeting last Monday, we also gave out veggie seeds (spinich, carrots, pumpkin, onions and beetroot) to all the home-based caregivers for their family veggie gardens and to share the excess with their patients and vulnerable children in their neighborhood. When on Thursday I was doing home visits with some of them, in their enthusiasm most had already planted their seeds. With the hugely positive reception, I've bought some more seeds to give to orphan headed households, and very vulnerable patients.
I feel so honored to have your support and prayers to be involved in all of these people's lives, to bring support to the HBC ladies in caring for the vulnerable in their communities. May God bless you for making this work possible!
Also check out the new prayer requests in the right column.
Thursday, August 9, 2007
The Fires
And yet, the church and community response was amazing encouraging – a positive step toward bridging the gap between black and white, rich and poor. As soon as the fire hit and swept through, leaving behind it a trail of smoldering destruction, the community responded with amazing generosity. While foreign volunteers (my friends Sofi, Cameron, and Andy at the fore) rushed in to pull people out of the path of the fire, the local church rallied together to gather donations, provide emergency housing, a soup kitchen, and do inventories of all the people lost in the hectic, as well as all those who lost all they owned. The generosity of the Winterton and neighboring communities was amazing. The doctor friends mentioned above have an 18 month old adopted baby girl who has never had so many clothes in her life; and all who lost their homes (mostly kitchens as they typically are thatched) have just received a full kitchen set, as well as school uniforms to get them back on their feet and their kids back in school. I’m living in my friend Sofi’s volunteer accommodation, and babysat for her two year old daughter almost non-stop through the first 48 hours of the fire as she was, and continues to be on the front lines of getting people assisted. She’s been amazing, but could use your prayers for rest and recovery now!
Otherwise, the Thembalethu project continues to grow and expand. We’ve been meeting up to three times a month with all the home-based-care volunteers; monthly meetings to check in with them and collect data about their patients, trainings and other referral-orientation type meetings with them to help them link up with resources in their community and beyond. Just today we had a Winterton pastor come in with a chaplain friend of his to do a training in trauma counseling. It ended up being a trauma/grief counseling session instead, as the carers haven’t ever had many chances to be debriefed about the many deaths of their patients that they experience in the course of their volunteer work. We hope to continue with this process, and planning spaces for them to debrief with each other about the burdens they carry seeing so many people they’ve tried to help die every month. But slowly, we’re making a difference. Sometimes it’s so few people that are surviving amidst all the calls I get to tell me about a patient who has just died. People are dying in such high numbers here, it’s hard to imagine the HIV/AIDS situation could get much worse as it’s expected to. The training was to me a very good reminder of how important it is to allow myself to grieve, to share with others the sadness, anger, frustration, guilt, and pain that I feel. This is hard, and I’d appreciate your continued prayers for me, for Xoli (with whom I’m working), and for the HBC volunteers.
But there are still beacons of hope in this
Otherwise, we’ve been busy meeting with the Nkosi (the tribal chief), the local mayor, the social workers, the Department of Health (whose lack of planning pressurizes us to all but frantically fulfill their requests), and other NGOs. We are planning our first stab at an Amangwe-wide HIV testing and counseling drive for two days at the start of September with counselors from the
Also please pray for the children and families affected by the uncertainty and perhaps pending closing of the local orphanage. Pray that the social workers will have wisdom to know how to do best for these kids and that their families (it appears most of them have a loving extended family) would welcome the children back with open arms. Pray that they would be expedited through the system to get the foster care assistance they need.
Monday, July 23, 2007
Home-Based Care Volunteer Profile
Ntombi lives in Kwa Vala village has been caring for her sick and dying neighbors since 2005. She saw the assistance that her friend Elsie in neighboring eMandabeni was providing to the sick and orphaned, and decided to motivate her neighbors to do the same. Ntombi is now the leader of the KwaVala home-based care group, which consists of herself and two other active HBC volunteers.
Ntombi attends a Presbyterian church, and shows tremendous love for the patients that she cares for. When she was a child, she lost both of her parents at a young age, and well understands the impact that the love of neighbors and family made in caring for her after her loss. Her current HBC patients include women and men suffering from full-blown AIDS; a mother (32) on ARVs, but yet paralyzed for life from spinal tuberculosis, and orphaned children struggling after the death of a parent.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Challenges and Prayer Requests
Things are getting very frustrating here as the public sector strike has been on for over 2 weeks now. This means that the schools, as well as clinics and hospitals and all other government offices have been closed for this time. It’s really impacting the HBC volunteers and their patients – many are suffering without being able to get medical assistance, and they can’t afford to pay to see a private doctor. People who are supposed to collect chronic medicines (for blood pressure, epilepsy, and ARVs for AIDS) are having great difficulty doing so. This could have dreadfully vast implications in the community if this strike doesn’t come to an end soon.
The Injesuthi Clinic, which normally has a queue at least 100 people long every morning, has been limited to seeing only emergency cases – and many are afraid to go in for even those cases. People are suffering greatly, and there seems to be no end in sight. AIDS-related opportunistic infections left untreated can quickly progress to fatal illnesses.
The frustration is that the public workers are being intimidated by the unions, who in term are jostling around for political power and influence. This is the biggest strike since the New South Africa came in after Apartheid in 1994. Below you’ll see links to articles on this, if you’re interested.
Public service strike disrupting HIV care in South Africa – AIDSMap News
Civil Servants' Strike Intensifies in S. Africa – Washington Post
Public worker strike disrupts South Africa – Chicago Tribune
*Please pray that both the unions and the government will come to their senses so that the country can get back to normal.
*Please pray for healing and protection for the sick suffering without any access to treatment.
Please also pray for assistance and hope for the many orphans in South Africa. I’ve heard the most disturbing stories about orphan situations throughout Amangwe in the last couple of weeks: staying alone without food or clothes to keep warm in this winter weather; staying 12 kids together with a sick granny; a 10 year old boy staying entirely alone, etc. Pray we’ll be able to find sustainable, empowering ways to support, encourage and love on these kids.
Thank God for the exciting developments within the Winterton church community to bring together and advance the work of multiple ministries, Thembalethu being just one of them. Simunye, the name of the interdenominational committee, well-represents God’s work: In Zulu it means “We are one”.
I’m very grateful for your support and prayers!
With love,
Betsy
Saturday, June 2, 2007
Two Busy Months
Thembalethu Update
2 June 2007
When I first got back to
After being here for a little more than a week, a meeting was set up to meet with the Church leadership committee. I sent out a prayer request for wisdom and discernment, for God’s unity in meeting together with the church. And God answered our prayers beyond my best imaginings.
At that meeting presented to the church leadership the same pictures, information, and explanation that I used in the
It was decided that the following Sunday, I should share the same presentation with the entire congregation. I think God must have been preparing me for this, as I had a couple practice opportunities in the
Much like the blacks that I’ve come to know and love over the past few years, the whites also have their share of baggage from Apartheid. Until the end of the Apartheid system in 1994, the government, schools and even some churches spread an indoctrination of inferiority of the blacks in every aspect of their being, as well as spreading ‘swartgefaar’, the idea that blacks are by nature more violent, brutal, and criminal in nature. This indoctrination over generations to the whites continues to hold many in bondage, and fear reigns. But God is moving in their midst, and I’ll be taking some of them out with me in the next couple weeks and months to see for themselves the Zulu individuals and families that live so close to them, but are emotionally and socially and economically still so very far apart. Many citizens of the new
From an HIV infected person to a pandemic
A crazy day with patients at the local
What lunatic thought this would be a good way to help the sick? Skeletal patients everywhere carried boxes from one side to the other. Three in all, because the shipment from the Department of Health had been delayed, and so three months worth of ARV nutritional support boxes arrived at once, and were distributed at once because of the lack of storage at the clinic. I felt many eyes on me, trying to figure out where I had come from, whether I might be able to help them cart their boxes home. Unfortunately for them, it was a very long day at the hospital, and I left too late for them to get my help.
I returned a couple of months later to hear that all the boxes had run out, and those who have become dependent on the food assistance are now left without any food to take home with them.
While I was still mulling over this crazy system, I was rushing all over the hospital looking for a gurney to get my very sick patient admitted to the ward. There was none in sight, and I discovered that the nurse in training I had sought assistance from at first, had run off instead. I cruised throughout the out-patient department, the emergency area, and through various wards searching for a gurney. Skeletal patients were everywhere.
While I know that it is a mass generalization, I have learned take keen notice in people’s appearance. Most every patient that I’ve taken to have tested for HIV so far has the same gaunt, sunken-eye look that I see all over the streets and pathways, and corridors of the hospital. And, without any real evidence for my assumptions, I saw them everywhere. Laying on benches, struggling to sit on wooden pews, sitting in wheelchairs, and gathering up the strength to walk the vast distances of the hospital. Likely AIDS cases were everywhere. In fact, I started to understand just what the AIDS epidemic here is doing to the health sector.
I normally end up feeling a strong sense of frustration and anger toward the public health system at the incompetence, inefficiency, and apathy I have noticed, and hear repeatedly from patients and caregivers. For once, I was able to see the huge impact that AIDS was having on the health sector. The hospitals and clinics are being flooded by countless emaciated HIV+ patients in every clinic, with every possible queue with every possible ailment. They go in with secondary infections and diseases (TB, pneumonia, terrible body rashes, meningitis, oral thrush, weight loss and STDs) and get treatment for these. This pandemic of AIDS together with a global brain drain and compounded nursing shortage that heavily pulls away doctors and nurses to wealthier countries where the pay is many times higher. For these ailments, sometimes it’s only calamine lotion and an asprin that the patients walk away with. More careful, passionate nurses and doctors refer them to get an HIV test, recognizing the possibility that all of these things have a primary cause.
And yet, anti-fungal cream on the blistered, boiled hands of an HIV+ boy is like putting a bandage on a broken arm, and not looking at the deeper problem. Many patients fear to get tested, and have difficulty accepting the possibility, then the reality that they have HIV. The AIDS epidemic is far from limited to the patients of the clinics and hospitals. The very same nurses and doctors are suffering a common fate. Memorial Services are held regularly to honour the life of a staff member who’s passed away.
A wave of sorrow and understanding flooded over me as I realized the gravity of the problem, that it truly leaves no sector, no life untouched. The
Revival in Winterton
And yet, exciting things are happening in Winterton. Just last year a number of people gathered together multiple times to pray for revival in the
A network of Christian people and organizations that are community-minded and Christ-centered are gathering momentum and coming together: My good friend Sofi, who is doing much the same home-based care support work that I am but in a smaller village called AmaSwazi, recently and quite vibrantly became a Christian. The local Matthew 25 orphan feeding project looks as if it is in the process of being revamped and becoming more community-minded. A new holistic and community-minded Christian organization has taken over the helm of a local orphan foster home. A lovely English couple has moved into town to integrate judeo-Christian morals and character-building (learning from the Jesus film and other materials) into local public schools. The Microfinance for Youth project continues under the Jeskes, a lovely American couple, to bring opportunity and entrepreneurship training to orphaned youth and caregivers. Economic opportunities are developing for Zulu artisans to develop their skills and market their high-quality woven and beaded creations. And Youth With A Mission (YWAM) making Winterton a discipleship training and outreach base for Christian youth from all over the world. And even better than all of these individual initiatives is what looks to be their coming together under the common umbrella of Winterton churches called Simunye. And a Friday morning Bible study in which many of us meet together to share our experiences and learn together about God’s word. We are all very eager to see how God continues to work in this community and bring hope, love and opportunity to this area that for so long has had so little.
So, this is a novel in itself. Thank you so much for your support!
God bless! Unkulunkhulu akubusisu!
Betsy
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Thembalethu "Our Hope" Overview
To share God’s love and hope to the communities struck by HIV/AIDS through training, empowerment and linkages to resources, assisting those infected and affected by HIV/AIDS and poverty.
* 40% of adults (officially, likely much higher) in
*1.2 Million South African children have been orphaned by AIDS (UNICEF, 2005)
*25% of all South African children suffer from stunting due to malnutrition (UNICEF, 2005)
*The Amangwe Tribal Area has active volunteer home based caregivers (HBC), well-poised to advocate and care for the sick and orphaned in their communities, many have been caring for their sick and orphaned neighbours for over five years with very limited outside support or assistance.
The Project:
A group of well-trained HBC volunteers, working at the most grassroots level offer tremendous hope to alleviate the depth of suffering the Amangwe community is currently experiencing. As health promoters for the healthy, advocates for the sick and community caregivers for orphaned children these amazing volunteers can do a lot to bring God’s love and hope to this community.
Training home-based care givers: Training ranges from HIV/AIDS education, motivating people to get tested for HIV, Christian spiritual care, home hospice care, accessing and supporting patients on Anti-Retroviral medicines (ARVs), opportunistic infections, & community support of orphans.
Empowering community advocates: Informing and educating local volunteers in specified processes necessary to access government resources (birth certificates, ID’s, social grants) and assertiveness training to ensure that the needy receive assistance.
Linking communities to resources: Thembalethu works together with government community development staff, local hospital and clinics to better service the sick and orphaned in the Amangwe community. Interested HBC volunteers receive training and micro-loans to support home businesses (sewing, food reselling, etc).
Bringing assistance and hope to the sick and orphaned: HBC Volunteers help the sick access the medical assistance they need, help orphans obtain birth certificates and social grants, and sustain income-generating projects to provide an income source for orphans and vulnerable children.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
7 May: New Wheels and Getting Started
7 May 2007
I feel I’ve really gotten started into the Emangweni community over the last week. The most exciting development is of course getting a new bakkie (pick-up truck)! I borrowed Sofi’s a couple of times over the past few weeks, but it’s been SUCH a blessing to not have to worry about the roads I drive on to get to meetings, to visit patients. And of course, having the capacity to transport patients regularly is exciting! The Home-Based Caregivers have been thrilled to see the snazzy new car, and know that it’s dedicated to helping them assist the sick and orphans in their community. It has a door-type canopy that is ideal for getting people in, and transporting lots of people in the back.
I have continued to meet with the various groups of home-based caregivers throughout Amangwe, and they continue to bring up difficult cases that seem to be stuck. In Tatane I went with the HBC to visit a 46 year old HIV+ man who had virtually been abandoned as a child by his mother, and thus has never had a birth certificate or an ID. He was not allowed to do a CD4 test to check his immune system strength because of this, thus ARV treatment (Anti-retroviral drug cocktail is the life-saving life-long treatment for AIDS) remains out of his reach. (This is actually against the law, as it has recently been changed to allow access to free treatment to all needing it, regardless of their documentation status.) I’ll be working with the ARV clinic at
Later in the week at HBC meetings in Mandabeni, they had called a sick patient, and the grandmother of orphans in to receive assistance. The sick mother lives entirely alone with her teenaged children and has no family to support her and no income. She is suffering from what appears to be a repeat case of TB, as well as being HIV+. I organized to take her in to get a CD4 count taken (again – the blood sample was wasted the first time), and take the TB sputum test. I took her in together with another patient from Mqedandaba needing to start TB treatment, and do the CD4 count. After one false-start at the clinic, and nearly being turned away the second time (because of lack of transport of blood samples to the hospital the first day and, because the VCT counselor was away, and then the blood sample bottles ran out), both patients gave blood for their CD4 counts today. Additionally, Xoli and I did home visits in KwaVala and Ngunjini to a 47 year old bed-ridden stroke-patient, a patient on ARVs (who was having very bad urinary blockages – we called the ambulance and he died the next day in the hospital), and a patient who was unwilling to reveal any health information to the HBC volunteers, but who committed to get tested.
Today I met with the social workers whose office is adjacent to the Injasuthi clinic, and who work under an NGO called (Amangwe) Child Welfare South
Monday, April 2, 2007
Hope for AIDS
–Xoli Msimanga, Health Advocate and Friend, Amangwe Tribal Area
Hope for AIDS
Above is a picture of my friend Ncamsile's grave. She was 21 years old, HIV+, and the mother of Nomvelo (in the blue dress with silly glasses). Her sister Smangele is in the black t-shirt. This family has two generations of orphans with a family plot of nine recent graves. The entire middle generation wiped out by AIDS. Families like this are increasingly common in South Africa.The tragedy and crisis of AIDS in sub-Saharan Africa is nothing new to the most of you. Many of you have been faithfully partnering with me over the past couple of years as I’ve gone in neck-deep in its epicenter, Amangwe Tribal Area, South Africa. Death’s shadow looms ever-present over the Amangwe community, and with it come ever-increasing numbers of victims to the plague – the mothers and fathers, and their orphaned children left in its wake. A Friday doesn’t go by without seeing funeral tents go up in numerous homesteads around the village. At last survey of the South African province of KwaZulu, Natal, 40% of pregnant women (the only ones to get tested in numbers) tested HIV positive.
Yet, the tremendous fighting spirit of the Zulu people isn’t letting AIDS get the best of them.
- A mother who miraculously survived death’s grasp with a non-existent immune system, and after months on AIDS treatment is now not only caring for her own children, but joyfully taking in orphaned neighbors. She also has her own garden from which she delivers fresh homegrown veggies to those in need around her. After her employer helped her access life-saving AIDS treatment, she now plays the same advocate role in the lives of numerous friends and neighbors around her.
- Community volunteers who rally their neighbors together to care to the sick and the orphans in the community by bringing them food, helping them access government resources, praying with the sick and holding their hand as they breathe their last.
- Home-based care volunteers who have taken up the cause of neighbors in need: helping a 30 year-old mother, paralyzed for life by tuberculosis in her spine, access a wheelchair and transport to the hospital for life-saving AIDS treatment as well as home physical therapy and spiritual support.
What is needed are volunteers trained to identify HIV before it is too late, to motivate people to get tested and to fight for access to life-saving treatment. This combined with spiritual support is the formula I see to prevent additional children from being orphaned by the disease. A mother or father that survives AIDS means one less family of orphans.
I am excited about this new project because it provides the opportunity to:
Be a Catalyst - The project is first of its kind for a small, rural church filled with white farmers hoping to use their resources to bring hope and healing to their black Zulu neighbors. The dynamics of a very separate South Africa (the old system of apartheid is the Afrikaans word for separateness, after all) means that approximately 90% of whites have never been to a black home, much less spent any time in a black community. After over two and a half years of working in the community, I can help to link them up to the network of volunteers.
Save Lives and Care for Orphans - During my last couple of months in South Africa, I was impressed by the huge community clout held by some of the prominent HBC volunteers. With very few resources, they are already looking out for orphans and the sick. With additional knowledge, skills and resources, they can more effectively help to correct the myths of AIDS, help with prevention efforts, care for the sick, and get sick mothers and fathers onto life-saving treatment. Also, find income-generating ways of supporting orphaned children.
Build on Momentum - This is a great chance to continue the momentum that developed amongst the Amangwe home-based care volunteers after the 10-day HBC course we organized back in November. These amazing women now have a good grasp of their role as advocates for the sick, trainers of family caregivers, HIV/AIDS and its treatment, tuberculosis and other HIV related opportunistic infections, as well as linkages to resources for orphans and vulnerable children. When I left, they were asking for training and resources to counsel and motivate the sick to get tested for HIV; stigma and denial being the paramount obstacles encountered in identifying the real cause of sickness.
Support the Local Church - Sensing God's call to "Defend the cause of the weak and fatherless; maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed" (Psalm 82:3, NKJV), I will be helping the Winterton church find a way to sustainably demonstrate God's love and care to their neighbors. Additionally, I will continue my involvement in a new bilingual (English-Zulu) church plant, hopefully starting a Bible study with my Zulu neighbors who I transported to church every Sunday evening over my last two months in South Africa.
How can you partner in this work?
Donate Online: online giving is the quickest and most direct way to donate. Go to University Presbyterian Church website and click on the online giving after you create an account, make sure that you specify “Missions-Global” and “Elfers-South Africa” in the fund and sub-fund choices.
Prayer Support: If you are interested in being a regular prayer supporter, please let me know so I can add you my list for specific prayer updates. I have seen the amazing power of prayer in my life over the past two years and am so grateful for the covering God provides through your faithfulness.
Bless you,
Betsy